Thought, word and deed.

How often does thought become word? How often does thought become deed without the word.

I'm stuck at word. All thought and word, but little deed. Often I think about deed, and so I say so. Often I just think without word.

One such thought has been plaguing my mind for a while now, but I dare not make it a word, or maybe not even a deed. If I talk about it, I am helpless. If I act upon that thought, I am beyond help. Instead, it's trapped inside as a thought, a word and a deed. The thought of a word, the thought of the deed.

Care to guess what my thought is?